Archive for May, 2010

Where I feel like a recluse and don’t want to do anything or talk to anyone. Yes, I’ve done my work, went through the motions, fulfilled the orders, sent out the emails but I’m generally, bored.

Everything’s falling into a routine and I’m feeling the pressure of time on my back. There’s a lot of things that I want to do but am feeling like there’s not enough time. But you know what they say, you make time. I need to revisit my time management skills and spend less time on unimportant things.

On a side note, remember that I mentioned about my unspoken dreams the last entry? I have some developments in 2 areas. I signed up for acting class! Yes, I chanced upon a class right after I declared my dreams and promptly signed up for it. Not sure where it’s going to take me but it is definitely something that excites me.

The next area is…. I’ve actually lost weight and now weigh in the 57kgs range. Mad light. Like the lightest weight ever in my life. The last time I weighed this was when I was 12. For 15 years, I’ve been struggling with weight issues and finally I’m seeing progress and some light in this area. I’m really very very happy.  4 more kgs to go to hit my ideal weight! Then of course for my “model” figure, I need to maintain at 49 kgs – let’s work 57kgs first.

I’m facing a little bit of problem, I’ve so many things going in my head everyday and ideas and ideas keep popping in. I need to find a way to document my thoughts. One moment I have a new idea for my novel, another moment I have a marketing plan, another moment I feel like prancing around. If someone were to look at me, I would look like I have MPD or bipolar personality.

ANYWAY. Enough of rambling, I gotta work on my other weightloss blog.

Till I ramble again.