I’ve read this somewhere. (Paraphrased in my own words)
Treasure your happy moments, because these moments will soon pass.
Do not get too hung up over unhappy moments, because these moments will soon pass too.
Life is like a rollercoaster, sometimes it goes up, sometimes it goes down. But all moments are but just fleeting and transient spaces of time.
Just a reminder to myself to be present to the Now and chill over the painful periods 
As usual. I’ve been having fever and the chills for the past 4 days, started from saturday all the way till today. And till date, I’m still having body pains. I’m not sure what’s happening, perhaps age is catching up but it sure sucks to be sick. Everything tastes horrible or to be exact, tasteless. When I try to eat something oily, my stomach protests and I feel like puking.
TMI yeah? 
I’m just whining.
In any case, life’s been slightly monotonous for a while as a lot of time has been spent waiting for this and that to happen. I’m sure you guys know what I mean. I haven’t had the chance to really sit down to do the things that I like, except for my acting classes and weekend getaways.
Let me just organise some of my thoughts to keep my eyes set on the bigger picture:
AP’s marketing collaterals – notebook + flyer
AP’s website
AP’s mailing out of notebook + flyer
JuicyT’s website
Bj’s Fleamarket
SS2010 application
AP’s production site setup
Personal photobooks
The 55kg mark
P’eets site update – take down discontinued products.
P’eets inventory – sell of discontinued products
BC’s e-shop
Gosh that’s a lot to do. I really need all the focus and concentration I can get. I really hope this leaky nose of mine will recover soon.
I pray for peace and grace at my hands when I need to deal with difficult people.
I pray for compassion in my thoughts and views when I am with the people who deserve them.
I pray for love and patience in me when I interact with the people that I care for.
I pray for resilience and perseverance to achieve my goals.
I pray for tenacity to overcome my obstacles.
& I pray the same for you, who came across this entry, with the purest of intention.
Just a little soul food for you and me
Just suddenly have the urge to ramble nonsense:
1) So many con artists around me. Feel like calling their bluff.
2) Just suddenly annoyed by the lack of meaning in life.
3) I hate chao kuan and ngiao people.
4) Frustrated at something and it’s sucking out my energy. I probably need to sit down and self coach myself out of this rut.
5) Too many voices telling me things. I need to sort them out.
6) Just feeling tired.
Ok, back to work. Will come up with something more substantial later.
Where I feel like a recluse and don’t want to do anything or talk to anyone. Yes, I’ve done my work, went through the motions, fulfilled the orders, sent out the emails but I’m generally, bored.
Everything’s falling into a routine and I’m feeling the pressure of time on my back. There’s a lot of things that I want to do but am feeling like there’s not enough time. But you know what they say, you make time. I need to revisit my time management skills and spend less time on unimportant things.
On a side note, remember that I mentioned about my unspoken dreams the last entry? I have some developments in 2 areas. I signed up for acting class! Yes, I chanced upon a class right after I declared my dreams and promptly signed up for it. Not sure where it’s going to take me but it is definitely something that excites me.
The next area is…. I’ve actually lost weight and now weigh in the 57kgs range. Mad light. Like the lightest weight ever in my life. The last time I weighed this was when I was 12. For 15 years, I’ve been struggling with weight issues and finally I’m seeing progress and some light in this area. I’m really very very happy. 4 more kgs to go to hit my ideal weight! Then of course for my “model” figure, I need to maintain at 49 kgs – let’s work 57kgs first.
I’m facing a little bit of problem, I’ve so many things going in my head everyday and ideas and ideas keep popping in. I need to find a way to document my thoughts. One moment I have a new idea for my novel, another moment I have a marketing plan, another moment I feel like prancing around. If someone were to look at me, I would look like I have MPD or bipolar personality.
ANYWAY. Enough of rambling, I gotta work on my other weightloss blog. 
Till I ramble again.
